I thought a long time about writing this. Social networks in general are the last place on earth where I would go to talk about my life, truely.
Though I am a fairly happy person and that it is what I want my blog to be;
we cannot always lie and pretend that we are okay.
I am hurt.
Someone I trusted turned my life into a joke and maid me feel small, insignificant, so easily replaceable and alone. The only thing I can say is that I let myself be broken, I let that person hurt me. I am the only architect of my current misery.
I wish I were stronger but I am not.
To quote one of my favourite directors, there is only one thing you can do in those cases:
"You have five minutes to wallow in the delicious misery: enjoy it, embrace it, discard it... and proceed."